幾年前耳聞了這樣一場極為特別的音樂會，甚至後來看見了這部紀錄片的些許片段，光是那小小的一段演出畫面就已經讓我雞皮疙瘩、頭皮不斷發麻－－in a good way! 當下真的非常非常希望可以有機會可以親眼目睹、喔不，該說是耳聆這場音樂會，我暗自期許著，不然紀錄片上院線也可以！只是，機會會不會非常渺茫啊......？
Dreamed about you this afternoon. I was holding the needle for Euthanasia in the hospital, and hesitating to do it or not. Doctors tried to convince me that it was for your own good.
Why I keep dreaming about this?
Please. Hope it was because the angels were trying to clean those sad memories out of me.
Today is the 70th day since you were gone. I can't stop counting the days. I think it might be the fear. I fear that I will forget about you if I stop counting.
Today is the 65th day since you were gone. Still missing you so much. Losing you makes me feel like a loner who belongs nowhere and connects with nobody. So spacey. Where are you now? Are you joyful as I always hope?
