I don't know.

But I felt something was different.
Different than before.

What was it? I couldn't tell.

However, I felt nice.

Even though I saw that what I might not want to see,
curiously, I didn't feel sad or mad.
Well, it meant all of it had been gone, I guess.

Awesome!






By the way, I start to hook on Yahoo Messenger again.
Where are those old friends?
To tell the truth, I felt quite lonely when I saw no one I knew in chat rooms.
Hey, I miss all of you.
Remember the time we had? Sang all night long day by day?
I really miss you, my old friends.

Just like a rover, being around with no one, enjoys her loneliness.




Drifting.


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『Or, as thou never cam'st in sooth,
　Come now, and bet me dream it truth,
　And past my hair, and kiss my brow,
　And say, my love why sufferest thou?』

　　　　　－－ Matthew Arnold／Longing


『At bottom no one in life can help anyone else in life;
　this one experiences over and over in every conflict
　and every perplexity: that one is alone.』

　　　　　－－ Rainer Maria Rilke／Rilke's Letter on Love